Night

So this is it, I'm here, trying to listen what the advice of the night is...
Trying to figured out things...
Trying to "fix" my life...
Trying to believe that hope still exists...

The cold night give me comfort a "warm" feeling of peace
But the truth is that the Master is the one who's with me
The Spirit tells me that He is here

Many years He has been with me
I haven't noticed it until I chose to follow him

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

"You Raise Me Up" by Josh Groban

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

The kindest way of helping yourself is to find a friend.

The light in my head

Im here in this quiet place

Thinking and dreaming

Suddenly, my analytical side awakens me

He says: wake up! She is coming...

My mind is still blind cause it's still dreaming

I cannot see her I say, I cannot see her I scream

My analytical side answers too late she has gone

Again in my place sad and awake

I hear her voice, like a whisper

She is here but now Im in her place

I saw the grass... green

I saw the sky... gray

I smelled the flowers... sweet

I felt the air... fresh

The light of al light awakens me

My physical body starts to recognize the earth

My senses are "human" again

And the only thing that comes to my mind is a part of one

of the Emily Dickinson poems:

With Pinions of Disdain

The soul can farther fly

Than any feather specifiedin

Ornithology --

It wafts this sordid Flesh

Beyond its dull -- control

And during its electric gale --

The body is a soul --

instructing by the same --

How little work it be --

To put off filaments like this

for immortality

If one is lucky, a solitary fantasy can totally transform one million realities.

Rain

The water was running through his body

Trying to find the reason of his sadness

Trying to heal his lonely heart

Every drop seemed to know the real cause of his pain

His eyes reflected the inside of a dark soul...

Even the bright of the sun will not remove the shadows of his past...